how do i get my husband back to loving me

my husband used to love me now i just feel the distance i feel hatred i feel pain i feel my heart in two. i dont feel the love that was once there. im starting to second think this whole marriage. im starting to think i mean nothing to him im starting to think i am nothing. i really feel like its either get out or fix it up. and these dreams ive been having lately have just been reassuring how i feel. i dont feel like im loved i dont. and if he doesnt love me why stay with him? i shouldnt have to be with someone who doesnt love me why? im starting to feel like he married me because im the mother of his child which isnt right i know i love him and i want to be with him! but ever since he started losing wieght and since he's been going to school he doesnt want to be with me or hes just not affectionate at all. he hates how short my hair is and doesnt like it at all. it hurts my feelings so badly. idk what to do anymore im breaking down in the worsest ways i cant breath and i cant take this pain any longer. its either gonna get fixed or break this forever cuz i dont want to hurt myself over him he isnt worth it.

okay so...

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i hate!

living here! it makes me sad i want to cry! living with my in laws makes me sad. like its a 5 bedroom house with 3 bathrooms two living rooms but when theres

2010

well well lets see whats gonna be in my future im going back to school hopefully in march! thats gonna be like maybe a year and half or close to it. school for me is going to be such a challenge! i have my daughter and my husband eh he doesnt always help. i still dont have a job which makes me so sad because i really want one making money is always nice ; ) aint that the truth! right now im feeling pretty tired but i doubt ill be able to sleep however i do need to start waking up ealier skool starts at 8 an i gotta take the bus which means ill be waking up at 6, the skool ill be going to is in the ghetto ! it seriously is! lol anyways hopefully 2010 brings me good luck money! and lots of love from the hubby!